Thursday, December 23, 2010

19/07/2007

what I've thought i could not do. and what i did i had not thought. i just don't want to be with j. but i don't know what is it that keeps me with her. neither i know nor i could do anything for it. its just like going on and just going on.

eh... latest song I've heard.....

I'm a big big girl in the big big world 
and i know its not a big thing
but i do do feel that i too too will
miss u much miss u much
I'm a big big girl...................

urghhhhhhhhhhh............. why he does so?? is he having habit of being beaten, to have always punishment? all the time he goes around to roam in school, bunks assemblies and everything which could bring punishment for him. why?is he having some enematic feeling for me why do he hurts me too much? why do he hurts me?? I'm been nowadays attached with him too much.and i think so much about him late nights and therefore i cant bear seeing him having punishments.please may god give him some of my mind's ethics and rules and may he escape from some of the punishments he is going to get in future life... is that so for what i should not talk to him?? is it the reason?? what a major reason i did got for not talking Na?? i should say him sorry now..he just asked if I'm not talking to him because he was been punished. what a hell thing i had done?????!!!!!!

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